The pavement looked surprisingly good for not having been maintained in 24 years. I headed toward Illinois more than 14 stories above the unappealing Big Muddy, while frequent freight trains accompanied me underneath. It was odd, and immensely silent, to have the entire deck of a cross-river bridge to myself. The tourist trap Laclede's Landing and Gateway Arch stood to the left; on the right a line of trees blocked views of hideous and dysfunctional East St. Louis on the Illinois shore. At the east end the road jaggedly ended in mid-air as I knew it would - an asphalt cliff - about 20 feet above the railroad tracks.
It was time now to drop back down to earth on the St. Louis side and catch light rail over to 8th and Pine, the station nearest the Syndicate Trust Building (see photo below), an 18-story terra cotta office building downtown, built in 1907 but abandoned in the 1980s. Thanks to a renovation boom sparked by a well-thought-out tax credit, Syndicate Trust has actually been saved and will emerge as condos in 2007. But work has not started yet, so I thought that on this Saturday afternoon I could sneak in and look around. I clutched only two certainties: 1) the Syndicate Trust stood on 915 Olive. 2) I was going inside somehow. Shy but relentless is not the personality I would have chosen, but you don't get to choose these things.
I went thru a gap in the contractor's chain-link fence, glared misanthropically at the few weekend passersby until they vanished or looked at more interesting objects, then popped through an unlocked, plywood-clad door into musty darkness. The darkness was total, pierced only by my flashlight, until I reached the 6th floor or so, when I found a stairwell with un-boarded-up windows. The depressing thing about most abandoned buildings is that they lack a romantic frozen-in-amber feel, the impression that somebody walked away from the desk just yesterday. In Rust Belt cities with bad weather, if the windows are left open, the interior falls apart fast. You find piles of fallen plaster, sagging ceilings, stairs missing treads or risers, skeletonized animal remains, elevator shafts gaping dangerously open so that you can see the roofs of the cabins at the bottom. I plowed upward past offices where long-dead businessmen had admired the views of a bustling city that had hosted both the Olympics and the World's Fair in 1904. One of the higher floors still had what was once clearly a company head's paneled office; I found a mountain of cancelled checks from the 1980s nearby. Ultimately I reached the attic equivalent and shoved through the roof access door. Eighteen stories up, drinking in the view, I noted the Old Post Office next door and the anachronistic red brick steeples that spoke of German immigrants whose descendants had since vanished into the suburbs.